Voice out

Just came back from 12 meeting a while ago. As usual, I had refrained from speaking my mind at the meeting. Sometimes, I get really irritated with myself for not speaking up, especially when it comes to matters that concern me and pp I know. The reason I hold back from speaking is that I have not processed the matter through before God, and therefore am not in a good position to voice my opinion, since my opinion may not really be in line with what God wants. I am concerned with doing and saying the right things.