Hard day's work!

Today, I worked so hard in office, staring at the PC most of the time, that I actually felt the strain in my eyes by lunchtime. By about 5pm, I began to see stars and couldn't really focus my eyes anymore. Took a short break before continuing. And my side actually ached from all the sitting and concentration.

Ok, why was I slogging so hard today? One reason may be attributed to "guilt"... Was hardly able to concentrate at work the day before, so didn't accomplish much that day, and I felt quite lousy about it. Insufficient sleep the night before caused me to be so sleepy the entire Monday. So I made up my mind to make up for it today.

Another reason is the sudden realisation of many upcoming deadlines, especially with the launch of the project so soon. Everybody is tracking everybody's progress. Meetings are held almost everyday, to report on outstanding issues. Things will only get busier. Praying for supernatural strength and favour to complete my tasks supernaturally well. Indeed, I pray that like Joseph in Genesis, I will be so conscious of the Lord's presence with me, and that He will grant me success in everything I do. Amen!

I have experienced His grace and provision time and again. All glory be to Him!

A more happening year!

Am encouraged after reading M’s blog about her year 2005, one that is so fulfilling and rewarding. I have always thought that she leads a very happening life! In the good sense, I mean.

By comparison, my life is much slower paced, less activities, more predictable etc. And I have a desire to break out of this monotony, do things that are different, step out of my comfort zone, experience new stuff. Wow, just thinking about it excites me. No, it may not be big steps, but doing things differently in little ways will surely be steps in the right direction. I have listed some areas that I hope to improve in, and am adding to the list day by day. Haha... Good intentions, and some are God-inspired I'm sure.

No doubt the practical side of me maintains some skepticism about biting off more than I can chew, planning to implement too many changes. Well, I'm going ahead anyway, to map out action plans. Call me optimistic or naive, but I'm gonna commit these areas to God, and see His hand of guidance and leading. The time is now, not in when I grow old. Amen!

On a separate matter, we had cell yesterday, and though there were only 4 of us, it was a good time of sharing and encouraging one another. I thank God for preparing me in advance regarding this week's cell, that despite the many changes in plans and low turnout, I experienced God's peace and joy. In fact, I approached the meeting with much anticipation of what God is doing in each of our lives. Indeed, as we shared, we hear testimonies of His faithfulness and goodness. J's wife, L shared about the importance of praying every morning and committing each day to Him. What a timely reminder. Thank You Jesus!

New Year

I realised that my previous post was rather abrupt, coz I was like dozing off in front of the PC, and didn't sound too coherent. Oh well, I guess that's about it for the trip.

The new year has begun. I have been wanting to come up with some new year resolution. This will signify, at least to myself, a new start, new opportunities, fresh approach to live my life. Unfortunately, have not gotten to pen down my resolution, though I have formulated a few in mind. Hope to refine them further before inking them. For this, I will be taking half day off to reflect and pray through them. Oh man, am really looking forward to this stock taking exercise. Mentally and emotionally, I need a good closure to 05 and a good opening to 06.

The CGLs had a meeting last night and we covered several administrative matters. It was very business like, and I certainly hope that our other meetings, to go through "Experiencing the Spirit", will be less task-oriented, and more focused on God and encouraging one another. I pray that our congregation will really unite and seek after the Lord together, that we may draw strength from Him and from one another. Somehow, I felt my faith rising, as I daily commit Hope to God and trust that He is leading us step by step. PTL!

Continuation

I managed to post up some pics taken during the trip. They are really few, due to space and time constraint in posting... Also, don't wish that you be bored with the many pics that look similar.

During the trip, I did feel lonely at times, especially during the coach journey from place to place. I would listen to Christmas carols on my MP3 and sing them softly under my breath, just to satisfy my desire to celebrate Christmas back home with Hope friends.

During these time of solitude, I felt God impress upon me His heartbeat for the people. And for some reason, for the first time, I felt a burden. I did what I could and blessed the people in prayers.